是寂寞,还是真的想你

恋爱,需要什么?
关心,爱心,信心???
分手,需要什么?
抱歉,我不知道..
很滑稽的与你开始,很戏剧的与你分开..
很单纯的温暖,很悲哀的放开..
手,是由你牵着
或是由我拉着?
曾经很单纯的以为,爱我的人,我会爱着..
不讨厌的,也会喜欢..
什么时候放弃了这标准?
我,放开是为了让你享有可能幸福的权利?
还是自私的让自己不再受良心的谴责?



或许
爱
真的是一种能力
有人要借许多外力与条件
才可以经营自己惨淡的情感生活
有人则不同
只要两个人
两颗心
彼此映照依偎
你亮我也亮
你热我也热..
有人要用一个世界赌爱情
有人则只要爱着..便拥有一个世界

发现

你不曾回头寻找
我独自站在街角冷掉
有种感觉不见了

原来
我是第三者

你离去的原因从来不说明

你的谎象陷阱我最后才清醒

不想再犯错
所以选择不联络

我的付出全都要不到回音
原来
幸福只是水中的倒影

no comment
jz feel tired
cover my eyes n my ear
n let it happen

I dont wan to choose
I dont wan to being hurt
so I will jz let it happen

the only thing I can do for u

Leonard
I think u r not confuse anymore again
I believe that u r good man
the reason of u go without a reason
its because of u dont wan to hurt me
I still believe

i will not forgot what we had last time..
move on...
many things are waiting for us...
may be some thing better in front..
god bless you.
i still love you..but the love for friendship.

someday we'll know

I don't know why
so many questions
I need an answer
y you're still on my mind

who holds the stars up in the sky?
is true love just once in a lifetime?

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
if I could ask God just one question
why aren't you here with me tonight?

someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why I wasn't meant for you
someday we'll know
why Samson loved Delilah
one day I'll go dancing on the moon

Someday you'll know that

I was the One for you

容易受伤的女人

人渐醉了夜更深
在这一刻多么接近
思想彷似在摇撼
矛盾也更深
曾被破碎过的心
让你今天轻轻贴近
多少安慰及疑问
偷偷的再生
情难自禁
我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人
不要不要
不要骤来骤去
请珍惜我的心
如明白我
继续情愿热恋这个容易受伤的女人
不要等
这一刻请热吻
曾害怕了这一生
是你始终甘心靠近
我方知拥有着缘份
重建我信心
曾被破碎过的心
让你今天轻轻贴近
多少安慰及疑问
偷偷的再生
情难自禁
我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人
不要不要
不要骤来骤去
请珍惜我的心
如明白我
继续情愿热恋这个容易受伤的女人
不要等这一刻请热吻
情难自禁
我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人
不要不要
不要骤来骤去
请珍惜我的心
如明白我
继续情愿热恋这个容易受伤的女人
不要等
这一刻请热吻
情难自禁
我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人
不要不要
不要骤来骤去
请珍惜我的心
如明白我
继续情愿热恋这个容易受伤的女人
不要等这一刻请热吻

really can not tahan
always cheat me
!!!
but damm lazy to ask u
useless

you know exactly how to touch
so that i dont wanna fuss nad fight no more
so i despise that i adore u
i just cant let u go

so that i cant stay mad at u
for too long..that wrong
but i hate it

me n fai

2 years ago




nvr lose touch
thx Q
!!!

Still remember your bmw
haha

but 1+1=0
no choice

Shirley

我吸烟
我索K
我自甘堕落
我行我素
我爱上谁
我不爱谁
我是谁的谁
谁是我的谁

都与你无关

因为我自作自受

Talk to U

You come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?

How deep is your love
I really need to learn
Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be

I believe in you
You know the door to my barest soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think
I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do

mirror mirror on the wall
whos the fairest of them all

message from nicoldson

Shirley..
I'm a poor man..
but i got my own car n house..
I got no much time to acc u..
but i can always contact u with sms even phone call..
would u stay like to be my gf?
I'm not playing with u
I'm swear that i'm telling the truth..

onli few msg from my dear
haiz
busy always
nvm ba
i still got alot of fren

my fone nid to recyle jor
cant use anymore
haiz
money cant earn still have to spend more

dream phone
I-phone 3G
wuhu
who can sponser??
haha

合久必分

身上的伤口都已经褪去很久
只留下嘴角和心窝的淡淡痕迹
很奇妙的是
那道痕居然会随着思念加深或变浅
一个伤口复原要多久?
一道疤痕会留多久?

我不是害怕痛
只怕永久
学会记住是从小自今功课
如今却在天天得修炼如何忘记

然而
忘记需要多少次泪流
心里头的拒绝不停提醒我
我越想放开却越紧握

你...
早已烙印在我胸口那些曾甜蜜的拥有
却已经分不清那些回忆是爱还是是伤口

伤...
像是一个合不拢的口
不管我用多少的温柔
也是换不回你的昨日和我的感动

爱得越深就越不敢吼
你已深深地刺穿我内心深处最深的角落

我痛...

不是因为你伤了我

而是你让我真正明白

爱你在伤口

Pasta

yum cha wif them
acc kay
pass pasta for her bf
12am -4am
lose touch wif her bf
haiz
sad story

by the way
we're thinking of giving up our plan

24/12
hang out wif kay..thomas n all his fren
actually took to go travel alone
but nobody sponser

29/12
xiu loong bufday
invite both of us to join the party
gen jiong
haha

31/12
travel around dubai
sponser by nick
2799rm
wuhu
good idea

yum cha

having my drink in kepong food court
wif kay n thomas
haha
having fun there

n saw kay bf "voyce"
he nvr cum n said hello to us
jz sent a msg to kay
"moody..find u when im free"
walao A
kay very geng sam

n get many secret from "thomas" there
haha
let him capture my ugly face
hope he will not show to my bf
=='

take care my dear

we will miss communication on this moment
but i miss u alot here
hope u can settle all the thing n come bek acc me on time
n rmb our commitment ya

cant slp tight ytd night
not comfortable bcz u not beside me
hmmm
so silly
view your massage
feel warm
u r always in my heart

rather break up wif kenny
still prefer single

i wan my bf always be wif me
but my bf always be wif his job
always said excuse to me bcz of the job
never ever said excuse to your job bcz of shirley

10/30
u went to thailand bcz of your job
then where is my present
??

hard to be wif u
hope u understanding