Monday, November 1, 2010

好想不爱了
真的闷到会令自己发脾气
朋友都说我变了
变成有女人味了
会听老公的话了
而老公在想什么呢??

他也觉得我变了
变得很爱粘他
变得很依赖他

我辛辛苦苦的改变
得到他的那么一句
"没有私人空间"

有没有人可以告诉我
我应该怎么办
从以前的任性
我行我素
不爱被管
到现在的同居
只听老公话
老公去哪里我都要跟

改变了几多呢??
无可计算

而你的脾气却越来越大
甚至有想打我的冲动
每次我都不想对你撒娇
不是因为你不哄
是因为你会觉得我很小孩子气
这样你的脾气就来了
没有哄我不用紧
我还要哄回你
不可以给你看到我无奈的样子
因为你只会觉得这样的我是扮委屈

亲爱的
改变好吗??

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

我不喜欢突如其来的东西

可以不要给我惊喜吗??
尤其是在这么多人面前
一点都不浪漫
对于我来说
那只会令我难为情

明知道有事情发生
已经没有兴奋感了
还要假装蒙在鼓里
明天还要扮成很感动
真难

连生日也要逗人开心
唉!!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

他不爱我

他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我
说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道
他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆
清除的不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此他还是赢走了我的心

Friday, October 15, 2010

你的要求越来越高了
我就来承受不住了

其实你有在乎过我的感受吗??

如果有一天我真的改变了
对不起
那不是我

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

A hatred to love U

I love you
but I think I don't know you more
when your love dies
like a candle blowing out by the wind

I care 'bout you
'til the day I can't understand you
when I feel tired just to be your doll
in your castle of dreams

I have no more love left for this
though I still have it surely
I hate you
but then I love you twice as much

I hate to love you
but it's something I can't drive
I can't say no
I never have a heart to resist

I love you
but I hate my love for you
sometimes I love my hate for you too

Love and hatred
just take place one after another
In my deepest hatred to love you

Thursday, September 16, 2010

154

16 April 2010
~~~~~~~~~
16 September 2010

Hehe
Cant argue with me today

Haha

Later go swimming together

Love ya my Hubby

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

妈妈说蓝色代表忧郁
可是看到蓝色
心灵上却可以得到短暂的平静




一个人每次躲在角落哭泣的日子
过完了吗?
真的觉得好辛苦

没有你
应该很难过吧
可是
我会挨过去的

以前说好的
不算了对吗

以前
我哭泣
你说你会心痛
你会抱住我帮我擦干眼泪

现在呢
你只是静静坐在旁边
我知道那是不耐烦

解脱了
你-自-由-了

Saturday, August 21, 2010

明知故犯

我问o左好多朋友
我问佢地
我究竟应唔应该离开你

佢地问返我一个问题
佢地问我
我究竟需唔需要你

我发现自己真係真係好需要你
所以我唔可以离开你
因为我会唔拾得你
你明唔明啊??

Thursday, August 19, 2010

做我的男朋友辛苦吗??

做我男朋友不需要很有钱,够用就好了
出手用不着很大方,肯为我花钱就好了

不需要你多会说甜言蜜语

在我最无助的时候
可以给肩膀靠就好了
不需要有多浪漫

晚上陪我到处走走逛逛聊聊天就足够了

如果我们会走在一起

证明我们是相爱的

我的要求不是很高

去逛街的时候
你会拉着我的手
看到熟人
能够和对方介绍"这是我女朋友"

当我们不在一起的时候

会常打电话
发信息给我
证明你有在想我
讲电话的时候
要多说话
我喜欢听到你讲
那样感觉你就在我身边
不许先挂我电话
我讨厌听到"嘟'嘟" 声

不要说你很忙

那样只是证明我很自私
讨厌那种感觉

看到靓女的时候瞄几眼就好了

不要流口水

久别重逢的时候

记得给我一个拥抱
在我耳边说"我好想你......

我知道

我很任性
但既然你选择了和我在一起
你就应该学会包容我
能接受并指出我的不好

我并不是一个自我为中心的人!

如果你觉得我哪方面不好可以说出来

但不可以忽略我

我可以忍受你直接说不爱我
但是我讨厌你对我忽冷忽热

我是人

有感觉
也有脾气
不要说我不喜欢听的话
要是我沉默了
那代表我不想再谈论那个话题
那么请你停止说

我知道我脾气真的不好

但是要是你受不了
你可以同我说

如果我选择了你

证明我是真的爱你
所以如果我有不好的地方
你也要说出来

两个人在一起

就要相互信任
你可以有自己的私人空间
但是不可以欺骗我~

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

我介意

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已

爱会不会过期

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

!lO^3 n

你知道吗
朋友都觉得我很幸福

因为你让我成为最幸福的女人

听说每一个成功的男人背后都有一个女人的相伴
我只想做你背后的幸福小女人
因为我知道你将会是一个成功的男人

虽然有时候我们都会为了一些很琐碎的事情而吵架
可是到最后你都会哄回我

每次我生气的时候
你都会发脾气
现在终于明白
你是对自己发脾气

想和老公说
我并没有后悔和你在一起
不要说你没有用
因为在我心目中
你是最好的
4pm
Located @ Kuchai Lama Public Bank

我蹲在银行门口哭了
因为它关门了
吓到security了
我和他说没事
然后一边哭一边走回去拿车

第一次觉得自己没有用

以前我只会喜欢有钱的男人
即使他们没有时间陪我
他们都会拿钱给我去消磨时间
有时候信用卡过限额了
怕被人骂
才免为其难去pub做工
做两个星期就可以还清信用卡了

爸爸不爱我读书时候做工
尤其是freelancer
因为以前试过有些agent不出粮
所以只要我说没钱
他就会给
所以我一直都过着无忧无虑的生活

可是现在我summerbreak
空出很多时间
我的支出也多了
信用卡我也没有用了
也不好意思一直和爸爸拿钱

有时候和老公发唠叨
还以为老公会安慰我
结果老公竟然说
为什么不和爸爸拿钱
语气就好似怕我会和他要钱

很想他能够体谅我

Monday, August 16, 2010

Movie time


Love in diguise

I reckon this to be more of a pissing contest amongst the contemporary crop of male singers from Greater China, and probably an in-thing to have oneself hyphenated with credentials that go beyond singer-songwriter, to include actor-writer-director. After all, Jay Chou has done it, so why not Wang Lee-Hom, since he too has gotten his feet wet and caught the acting bug with Lust, Caution and Little Big Soldier?

And it's no surprise too that Wang's directorial effort happens to be a story that deals with music, just like Chou's, where they play self-masturbatory type characters who are equally multi-talented with musical instruments, and can serenade a girl or two. And to make them look good as directors at the helm of their debut projects, why not go to Lee Pin Bing to lens the film as well, since the cinematographer has a slew of proved works ranging from the arty to the mass appeal films, and yes, both Secret and Love in Disguise looks great.

But then the storyline here is more of the usual cliché formula, which reads having the director/actor play a larger than life parody of himself in a leading role. Wang plays Du Ming- Han, or DMH as it's more hip to be known that way, a highly successful pop idol managed by the shrewd manager Joan (Joan Chen, Wang's co-star in Lust, Caution). En route to a party their limo-van knocks down a pretty gu-zheng playing lass Song Xiao Qing (Liu Yifei), and smitten by the aural orgasm she gives him when she teases with her instrument, DMH ropes in lead guitarist and henchman WZB (Chen Han Dian... seriously at this point I was waiting for CCB to turn up) to go undercover in disguise (hence the title) and enroll into the same Chinese orchestra school Xiao Qing is in, so that he can once again relive that orgasmic pleasure (talk about addiction)!

Which makes him see butterflies and stars, enough to inspire him to write a new song. But that's something for the final act. Instead, he has to grapple with snooty senior classical music students such as Mufan (Qiao Zhenyu) who lambasts manufactured pop idols like DMH, and worse, to know that the object of his desire/inspiration turns out to be infatuated with Mufan. Even then, DMH himself thinks Xiao Qing is just his aural soulmate meant to stimulate his senses, and nothing more, until the inevitable flying of sparks, where what's love gets to be quite messy in its revelation, before a climax that ended up with Song Qing being wet from head to toe. I kid you not.

As with all stories about disguises and secret identities, there is bound to be a scene where the two personas have to meet at a single venue, and it's no surprise that a rookie like Lee- Hom will opt for the same, having this scene played out purely for laughs. You may think I am making fun of his story, but fair enough, there were some nice touches from animation to comedy that the best were reserved to scenes where the director/actor goes into self- deprecating mode, showing he's not shy to laugh at himself, and the crazy world he lives in, where every move he makes is subject to scrutiny by his manager, fans and the media. Perhaps this film served as a pressure cooker release for him to let out some steam.

Liu Yifei on the other hand had scenes crafted for her to reprise her look and feel for the Little Dragon Girl role from television, and with films like The Forbidden Kingdom, this marks one of the first few forays she's taking to make the leap to the big screen. She may lack behind other contemporaries from the Mainland like Zhang Jingchu or Xu Jinglei, but I'm hedging my bets that she'll grow from strength to strength and we should see a more active filmography soon enough. Should anyone think of remaking A Chinese Ghost Story, she'll be an automatic shoo-in as Xiao Qian.

Love in Disguise isn't as bad as what others may have made it out to be the disaster it is not. Despite its formula, it still has enough to market itself as a romantic comedy suitable as a safe option for dating couples. And of course Wang Lee-Hom fans who should be making a beeline to support their idol's latest effort on celluloid both as an actor and more importantly, directing a film that's an exaggerated mirror of his idol lifestyle. Wonder if they see themselves amongst the faceless crowd that the singer don't really give two hoots about

Friday, August 6, 2010

Miss-understanding

Darling
I dont like to argue with u..
Pls bear with me
love ya
Dear

Monday, July 26, 2010

Girl:Am i pretty?
Boy:NO
Girl:Do u want to b with me forever?
Boy:NO
Girl:Would u cry if i walked away
Boy:NO
She heard enough and waz hurt
She walked away tears ran down her face

The boy grabbed her arm
Boy:Your not pretty, your beautiful
Boy:I dont want to b with u forever..I NEED to b with u forever
Boy:And I wouldnt cry if u walked away..I would DIE!!!
Boy whispers:Plzzzzz stay with me
Girl whispers:I will...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Congratzzz

突然得知朋友要结婚了...
心里满满的感慨... 惊讶...空白...
在脑里盘旋着不愿离去...
好久没那样好好的谈...谈了1小时多...
说着过去的我们,曾经经历的点点滴滴...
谈了好久还是没说完...
原来在不知不觉中,我们悄悄的成长...悄悄的改变...
悄悄的...悄悄的..." 悄悄 "得那么迅速
迅速得令人措手不及...
这一瞬间的我,感觉到自己似乎会有些许改变了
变了什么?
我也不知道...
是心态吗?
也许吧...
说着陈年往事...看着过去的朋友...仿佛也在看着过去的自己...

亲爱的~祝福你...
一定要幸福~知道吗?

Thursday, July 22, 2010

朋友在部落格里宣布
她要禁爱了
朋友们全部都说她换男友换得很快
可是我觉得我们不应该怪她
俗语说:要忘记上一段感情的伤害就要用另一段感情来遮掩
对我而言
她只不过在保护着自己
毕竟每一段感情她都默默的付出了

可是全世界的人都说她没有药救了
就连我家老公也觉得她不好

不过不用紧
还有我挺你

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Chocolate Ice

bring me to the sea of sugar and spice
reminiscing through some chocolate ice
tik tok

take time to be gentle and kind
you sweat cause you run and run all
day in my mind
fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have fun
come and take my hand and free our soul again
fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have fun
it's 123
my love is plain to see
what i do for you

baby
do for me
let me serenade your soul when you're
feeling down and low let the music
come alive let tendermess arrive
let me serenade your soul when you're
feeling down and low boy

you make me feel so high together we can fly

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Saturday, July 10, 2010

听说这样的女生很值得爱

1.整天打你骂你说你笨蛋不让你抽烟的女生要惜

2.喜欢吃棒棒糖的女生

3.总是送你小礼物的女生

4.让你唱歌给他听的女生

5.对你发脾气却哭了的女生

6.喜欢粘着你分开时却嘟起小嘴流泪的女生

7.这个你可能不知道你睡觉时 她总是喜欢默默的看你

8.表面上不在乎你 但你生病时 她却着急的落泪

9.帮你省钱的女生

0.喜欢让你在她最伤心的时候陪在身边

现在想想你心里的那个她
不管你们再没在一起

如果看完这个
你笑了
呵呵
你喜欢她

当每个宁静的夜晚她都会等你忙完了
再陪她聊天
知道当你在电话里头对远方的那个她说
:很晚了早点休息吧
她有多失望
即使她已经很困了


你是否知道
每次你问她想你吗?
她回答:‘不想’的时候其实是想你最深的时刻

也许她经常骂你猪
其实在她的眼里你永远是最优秀的

她的要求并不高
只要在她哭泣时候
你能陪着她就足够了
她总是喜欢和你唱反调

你知道吗?
每次她生气时
你说她说话很个性时她都会破涕而笑…她完全会因为你的话而开心



所有看完日志的人,如果现在拥有她,请记得给她幸福,不是要天天和她粘在一起,而是心永远和她贴的最近就OK! 她,也许并不优秀,但对你绝对够好。珍惜吧!同时希望你们幸福一辈子!